I feel moved to believe in myself like my life is on fire. I feel inspired to do just that. Yet fear and doubt remain my stubbornly intact reality checking device. So can I feel the fear and do it anyway? or must I lay it down first? All the bits of me that work in mad wonky ways are not blocking me but the disbelief and misbelief I hold in front of my life like a magical protective shield is blocking me. Must I lay that down?

Cave men experienced fire and danger then scratched about it on rock. Biblical disciples experienced a world of transformational shift and wrote about it on tablets and scrolls. And in the 1930’s an American named Bill W experienced liberation from alcoholic hell and wrote down his divine wisdom in a mighty blue book. Each one of these documents of divine inspiration (and thousands more) serve to inform, guide and evolve our highest good as a collective, thriving species. But the readers have to do the work, light the fire and liberate their own souls.

Using the content of any divinely inspired communication to divide, malign or subjugate fellow human beings is a crisis of consciousness not religion. The bible’s content (not in its current form) once liberated the world’s consciousness from the power of a subjecting and outmoded political/religious ideology - the memes or thought viruses of the day. To remedy this globally, we must liberate our consciousness from traditional biblical thinking in its current form as a modern idol. The bible was inspired as a record of redemption not as a manual for doing what’s right.

Christians can be quite lazy when it comes to consciously evolving. Doing what’s right is not as easy as reading and following some collection of written words. Simply ask any reader of Bill W’s mighty blue book and they will tell you that you have to do the work. Christians must do the work to evolve and the rest of us can help highlight the lazy parts.

Hey Bri - Syn here - rockin' it out with you for a while now and finally feeling free of resistance to daily practice and routine ~ Thanks in part to you and your expression of joy with it. Way to rock that vibe!

So I am called to poke you in your creativity muscle by asking you to imagine a digital format for this extraordinary creation, one that moves, sounds, and viscerally engages the reader with multiple sensory experiences that bring these ideas past the cerebral, straight into their now experience. Like the way the inflection in your voice brings the notes alive. Ya know? Like totally compatible with IPad technology. Imagine.

Love every morsel of creative energy you are and honor the life of this story board!
Rock on!

HA! I loved finding this little note today. I too caught a notice of something special in your laugh but did not hear nervousness at all. It seemed to come from beyond the stream of conscious thought or topic being discussed kindda like a response to private joke. I heard it as not directly related at first but soon this sound of your allowing bursting forward became part of all there is in the moments with you and related perfectly maybe not to the topic but to the energy. I stopped noticing and started appreciating.

HA! Then I found this note. How hilarious! Pure joy is so illogical ~ FUNN is Functional Understanding Not Necessary. I'm having funn!

I listened to a few lessons yesterday but today was my first day ~ the first day I chose doing the love work, like the love work you suggest on this journal page. The miracle of LOVIN' filled my being immediately!

not one circumstance in my life has changed YET! {I say in joy}

but my vibration changed so dramatically and viscerally that I allowed my body to jiggle in a tiny dancey sorta way, bringing the energy out into my space as real and vibrant while the sound of my own surprise and gratitude filled the space between my thoughts. My heavy lethargic body has not moved like that for months and oh man did that feel great!

4 days ago every space in my being was filling up with so much dark, heavy energy that my intent turned to dying. In this moment, that same space is filling with Love and hope and joy and spectacular amazement. Even my most powerful spiritual gift ~ Zeal, came by to wink its presence at my soul today.

I smiled and winked back!
Woohoo!