I think she's just so hurt that she needs to put the blame on something or someone. She's grasping for air here. Why can't she accept the fact that he's gone, died of an accidental overdose, or maybe even had the doctor accidentally give him more than he thought was enough. I feel that because Michael Jackson knew he may not be able to perform all fifty shows, that quite possibly he may have asked the doctor to deliberately have him die of an overdose so he wouldn't disappoint his fans. It even said all over tv that he kept trying to outdo himself with each show. his fans and entertainment reputation meant everything to him. He was a perfectionist and he may of known he couldn't do it so he wanted to go out like this.