That's... Well, it makes me proud that I was obsessed with legos as when I was little... And occasionally when I can get my hands on them now. And the little kid is awesome.
I feel like this around 'the family'. An odd kind of shame. It's like I am letting them all down, even the members I am not yet out to. I wear all clothes from the men's or the guys' department, but whenever my grandmother asks me to dress like a girl, it cuts like a knife.
Yes, I do think that being trans has given me an interesting perspective, but frankly... When I am in school, dealing with people who don't 'get it', think that who I am is just a kink, or that I just am going through a phase.... It's then that I want all of the interest to go away, and just have been born right.