MAKE AUDITION CLOSE TOO OHIO THEN I CAN PROBABLY MAKE IT IT WOULD BE SOOOOOOOOOOO NICE

I'm a 21 year old female and i been singing since i been like 11 or 12, but i never liked too sing in front of people not even my family, cause i did not want my feelings to get hurt, now when i sing not to be singing fa real people here me and ask can i sing one of there favorite songs, i just say i cant sing fa real and they say yes you can i just start laughing. I have had people over hear me singing in stores and they say you need to go on American idol and i just start laughing being shy but i will sing for a crowd or somebody that will let me know how i really sound.I think i can really sing, even if i did wanna be on American idol i don't have the funds to make it to an audition so i will be watching too see if anybody from Toledo Ohio be there, GOOD LUCK IDOLS.......