That seems to be your thing.
And no, I'm not interested.
You should try actually reading stuff.
Not everyone lives a life of lies as you do.
Why? Don't you want to make your own way, to be the person you deserve to be instead of the sort of person a government marxists decides you should be?
Are you still lonely or still scared you might accidentally learn something?
You must really be frustrated, still can't find any?
You may be looking for it, but this site won't be vert helpful.
So my comment was so spot on, so accurate that it scared you into a 'two goat porn' response?