This is such an amazing read! I too had lost my faith since my teenage years, but many things were starting to spiral out of control. I was, however, blessed with a healthy son in 2000 and new I needed more then church on Christmas to help raise a good little person. He just recieved his 1st Holy Commonion on 5/24/09 and I have done a complete 180 as far as my attitudes and peace w/myself & God/Jesus. I couldn't say that word for my whole adulthood thanks to teleavangelist (yuck). I look forward to reading this. I have always been fascinated with what's going on on the other side and I feel that maybe we need to help the spirits that remain here to cross over somehow? Do you?