Yeah man, I know it can be an incredibly frustrating and scary time, but through all of this, never lose yourself. You are the person you know and love the most. We're all here if you need to vent, and we'll listen. There's always people out there that will listen to you, and us being some of them. Write your heart out, man. That's the best thing to do when you're feeling this way. Do whatever you have to do to expel all those negative feelings. Start trying to think positive all the time. People love positive vibes from others. And from there, you'll start making more and more friends and people you can confide in. Positivity is an incredible attribute (: Keep your head up and keep positive!