Thank you, Esme! You gave me some light into my father's dark psychosis. He died this year. I feared his experience would never become open and understandable to me. His deep inner experience was something I had wondered and questioned for decades. He had no words to describe what it was like for him to feel so out-of-body, whereas you have the gift of exploration and description. I am so very grateful for your wiliness to share. You have a rare gift.