A cheating ex, is painful and hell is deserved to anyone who breaks someone's trust. But, the best you can take out of the relationship is a lesson learned. Forgiving is difficult but it's a release to all the anger built up. It took me a while but I did it eventually. But I can never forget. I would not want to, it's a caution signboard each time a new man tries to enter my life.

Forgetting, I may pretend to forget but I don't think I'm wired to forget what has happened. I may not rub it into you but that doesn't mean I have forgotten.

It's the way I am wired, I guess, a mental calculator making notes of all the pain, giving it values and when it reaches a high number I snap without warning and I'm gone.