I know how you feel. It is exactly the same. Try to make friends with other people. Your old friends mite me bitches about it. But its there fault not yours. I have done that and it has worked. I feel that i am not alone.
I love this very much. But there is one question you have not covered about life.That is , "What are you suppose to do in life?"
Otherwise it is fantastic.
That sucks. But you sound like a wonderful person snf have your driends got boyfriends? i am sure you are not the only one. Try to stick your dad. You might find you two have somehting in common and should you not be happy that he has stopped drinking. He is only thinking of you doing that, so stop moaning and get to know the guy. There is good in everybody. Even the worst of criminals. x