I know how you feel. I was vegetarian for a while but due to health problems I now have to eat chicken occasionaly which I'm not keen on. People always ask me why I don't eat fish. Vegeratians do not eat fish. If you eat fish but not other meat then you are Pescetarian NOT vegetarian and I always got annoyed at having to repeat this. Now it's even worse that I have so explain that I have to eat a small amount of meat not through my own choice.
I agree with dottiebby, I'm speechless too! You described how you feel so deeply.
Don't be affraid to show people that you're happy to have a boyfriend. It'll give you self-confidence and also show him that you're happy to be with him. :)
-Jemah.