Ezetsubou
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9 years ago @ The Toast - Know Your Medieval Ter... · 28 replies · +93 points
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I got myself into a terribly awkward situation. I have known a friend for a while, and our relationship started put as sexual and then evolved into friendship once it had to be long distance.
Anyways, there were a lot of dreams and hopes and uncertainties (still are), but we decided not to be exclusive (we're both on board with this).
But! last week I told him that I love him for the fist time, and I had to do it over Skype. He said, "I think so, too." And then it turned out that he had another woman in the apartment while he was skyping me! So I had to sit through his getting up, hearing a female voice saying "are you okay?!" in the background, and other fallout. And so we had a serious conversation about how he is still dealing with a bunch of problems that came forth in his last relationship and how he has not loved anyone for a while... all while being distracted by the sitcom ridiculousness of it all.
Even though no agreements or promises were violated, I still felt stupid and I'm just so sad about it!
Anyways. I need internet hugs, and maybe some advice.
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I even sometimes believe that I can do math a little bit.
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