Still a daily struggle. I believe once you open your heart to such sin, Satan latches on to it, tries to flog you daily. But He has the shield to protect, the love, to let go and move forward.

Regretful and I share a common past, He'll take it from you. You've just got to let go. Satan will try his hardest to hold you to your own guilt, YOUR OWN. God forgave the moment you uttered it from your heart. We are, our own worst enemy at times. Christ be with you brother, time to live a new life and move forward.

Selfishness destroyed mine. As well as marrying far too young. I would also say that God was not the center, which is imperative. I too strayed from my marriage, it caused paramount damage to not only her, but to myself as well. So many marriage are an "I'' instead of a "we" When the communication goes, that's when the devils workshop sets in. I have finally forgiven myself, as has she. We're no longer together, but I found redemption in His blood.