I am not offended by your remarks.  You convey your thoughts in a way that is common  for humans that passionately persue their beliefs.The question's "Why?" and "How?" are foundational in all branches of science.  Theology is obviously less concerned with the How, however it is still very pertinent.  You can divorce yourself from the "why" if you like, but it is and will continue to be throughout humanity a question that we do/will instinctivly ask.  All faith enters into the realm of the absurd.   Even the faith that our scientific observations can fully explain the orgin and reason (or lack thereof) of life.
Oh, I live in Dublin with my husband and kids.  
--- On Thu, 8/13/09, IntenseDebate Notifications <notifications@intensedebatemail.com> wrote:

After reading through your blog I felt I must take a little time to comment. First I am a Christian that strongly associates with your obvious existential struggle. You, like so many people, are extremely philosophical and questioning. I applaude that and also recognize the intense and inherent struggle that persons of this nature typically engage, willingly and unwillingly. The struggle extends to all facets of human life, which spirituallity is no doubt a huge part of. You seem to be oblivious to nothing except for one thing. You have shown yourself to be a zealous, evagenlical Atheist with all the annoying trimmings of an overly zealous evangelical Christian. You are the matter and the unquestioning christian is the anti-matter (or vice versa). You are polar opposites, mirror images, black and white. Is there no room for Christians to believe, yet still struggle with the ultimate why's to the big questions of life? Is there no room for the Athiest to do the same? Get out of the boxing ring with the Christians. You are only appealing to fanatics in the same way bible thumping belivers appeal to their brand of fanatics. We do need to go all in and live what we believe, but this is all just adrenaline pumping fanaticism, offering no real answers.

Oh, I am all with you on political issues. That is how I first became aware of your site.

Sorry if this comment is not in the right place. I just picked a recent post to leave a general comment.