I am only because I respect her still. I don't want to just air everything out. I think what was wrong was my approach, I should have just took it a lot slower. I should of realized also that when something seems too good to be true, it usually is. Also I should have realized if she had any sort of feelings for me it would have came out. I confused her possessive nature and attitude towards me and other people as that she cares more than a regular friend would. So I would take it as damn she really cares about me like someone who likes me would. A friend would just give that person advice, but thats just her character. That was my fault, Im not mad, Im just kind of mad I wasted both our time. The funny thing is I still dont know how she really felt, and my actions now will make sure I never know, and thats really how I want it anyway now. I took a shot, and missed completely. I wont take that chance ever again, and if her feelings where to change I wouldn't even take it seriously. You could say I'm bitter, but pouring your heart out to someone you THINK is as close as you will ever get to someone without fucking will make you that way.

I will reply, I forgot my email login...lol.

I missed you too. ;)

Just until something real comes along.

Looks like I\'m going to need the myspace password. Lol

I only say that because of priorities. If your in a committed relationship, and or you have kids, "being fresh" might not be your main priority. Nor should it. Thats the only reason I said it. Im single, with no attachments, I know one day fashion wont be in my top 5 things to worry about forever.

Ive said something, but not the real extent. I just told her I liked her. I honestly kind of feel like actions speak louder than words. Im in this position now, she knows I like her, so now Im in that "he likes me" category. Which automatically makes me a threat because she doesnt want to get hurt, but since she knows me foreal, she knows its a lot worse than most niggas. So its almost like I have to build that friend, and more than friend trust back.

Played it off to a certain extent. Not that I can blame her.

I dont want her poppin up at my crib...lol

Never ever everrrrrrrrr mess with someone who stays within a 5 mile radius. Unless your in college or something, but if you can help it don't do it.

Damn you know what, all this time I thought well damn she knows me more than anyone so if she feelin me that should just be it. But really Ima have to work like 4 times as hard for her. To show her its not fake, or fly by night shit. Iono tho. I could just be taking the whole thing wrong.